

Have a blessed birthday ivan :)
really missed hanging out with you guys !
Apart from the series of unfortunate events, my life has been nothing but mundane.
i'm getting pretty bored of this place and everything, just can't wait to get back home.
on a lighter note, 45 days !
It didn't go very well yesterday, slept only at like 3am.
Honestly isn't exactly the best policy, being tactful is.
well, at least i've learnt something somehow.
Like they've said, you won't know how lucky/blessed you are, until the point where you realize you could actually lose it just like that. sometimes, you get lucky and you're on time, but most of the time, its always too late.
We hate being treated like a child, being nagged at, you're-never-right-cause-the-adult-said-so, but face it.
it is a phase that we all have to go through, whether we like it or not
Some unfortunate ones may have missed this phase of being a child, they may skip it all and just being taught the 101 ways of being a responsible adult/teenager.
& as they grow older, they realized this whole part of their life, this whole chunk, its missing.
This meant that "the adult" would then be taught of what ought to be already taught when he/she was a child.
There are so many perspectives and ways to percieve, but which ever perspective you chose, it leads to the same root cause.
I may be right or wrong, we may not get each other,
but thats my perspective.
& thats the irony, a paradox of life that we may or may not get.
i miss you, quite alot actually.
especially when 26th June is approaching.
thank you for telling me right from wrong.
for guiding me like a shephard who so loved his flock.
Ive never really had someone apart from my mom maybe, who treats me the
way you do.
Just because you love me and because you care.
love
xoxo,
yq :))