spring breeze in early summer.

iTune's my bestfriend now, i miss my ipod, very much ):

i really enjoy quiet time alone sometimes, but when the lonliness gets me, i wish you guys were here too.

yesterday, partner, our seniors and i went to this park new school, cycled there and took like quite alot of pictures. Its a pity the sun wasn't out and there wasn't any nice sunlight to capture the pretty images. It was really funnny on the way back, we did lots of crazy stuff like lying on the road when the cars are like coming towards us. Good, cheap thrills. & we lost our seniors on the way back, & got sprayed at by the huge-truck that was cleaning the road because we couldnt avoid it ! it was really funny.

That trip kinda made me feeel happier, just what i needed.

Wantons just went for his brunch, hope he'd be back soon, silly swineeee (hahaha)

i love you very much.

i.cant't.wait.to.get.home
need to hang out with the homies.
i like runnning round and round, until i reach my 'thinking spot'
where i can see the shadow of the mountain and the sky filled with random stars
finally, away from the speakers and empty vessels, that really annoys the shit outta me.
i get annoyed by noises, that never really changed.

i should try to be nice

& guess what, swine flu finally reached fricking china.
very, very bummed.

Happy Birthday Ivan Chng

Have a blessed birthday ivan :)

really missed hanging out with you guys !

Apart from the series of unfortunate events, my life has been nothing but mundane.

i'm getting pretty bored of this place and everything, just can't wait to get back home.

on a lighter note, 45 days !

It didn't go very well yesterday, slept only at like 3am.

Honestly isn't exactly the best policy, being tactful is.

well, at least i've learnt something somehow.

Like they've said, you won't know how lucky/blessed you are, until the point where you realize you could actually lose it just like that. sometimes, you get lucky and you're on time, but most of the time, its always too late.

We hate being treated like a child, being nagged at, you're-never-right-cause-the-adult-said-so, but face it.

it is a phase that we all have to go through, whether we like it or not

Some unfortunate ones may have missed this phase of being a child, they may skip it all and just being taught the 101 ways of being a responsible adult/teenager.

& as they grow older, they realized this whole part of their life, this whole chunk, its missing.

This meant that "the adult" would then be taught of what ought to be already taught when he/she was a child.

There are so many perspectives and ways to percieve, but which ever perspective you chose, it leads to the same root cause.

I may be right or wrong, we may not get each other,

but thats my perspective.

& thats the irony, a paradox of life that we may or may not get.

i miss you, quite alot actually.
especially when 26th June is approaching.
thank you for telling me right from wrong.
for guiding me like a shephard who so loved his flock.
Ive never really had someone apart from my mom maybe, who treats me the
way you do.
Just because you love me and because you care.

love

xoxo,

yq :))

Reading materials

Experiments, Emails from ly, talking to j.w.

makes me happy.

The trip to Nanjing during the tomb sweeping festival here in China was pretty fruitful cause i burnt a hole in my pocket, literally, but its all good stuff so i'm happy.

From shopping to hot spring, i think i pretty much went on to a whole new level, doing things that i will never do back home. Trust me, i've seen enough naked women to last a lifetime, but i wouldn't mind if they were hot. Sadly, not. ):

Its getting warmer here, i'm starting to feel the wear and tear (sick) , result of the lack of sleep everyday. Nothing beats the kiss and voice of the one you love right before you switch off the lights of your room and tuck yourself into bed.

i love mine, everynight.

xoxo,

yq^^b

ps : i really need reading materials, in english. :)

Because god gave us a reason so.

My favouritest persons in the whole wide world, they are by far, the awesomest coolest sweetest bunch of people ever, i was so sad when steph and jen had to leave. Thank god for internet !

I'm so thankful that even when i'm so far away from home, god still blessed me with so many things. I got my harvest from the miracle seed sunday that i sowed 2 weeks before i left for china, even though it was really quite a pathetic sum of money because i was so broke then and i really gave all i can give because i had no money left in my bank. I was blessed with more than what i had sowed, MORE THAN A HUNDRED FOLD! & i had the highest subsidy amongst those that i know who applied for it. When someone ask, "So unfair! How come you got so much..." well, something along that line. In my heart, it just went, "Because of my daddy who so loved us".

Before the results was out, i had beeen praying for a GPA of 3.0 and above, even though it wasn't a fantabulous result, i was blessed with a GPA of 3.031, which was exactly what i had asked for! It was only until now as i'm typing this that i finally understood what god was trying to tell me. "Child, ask and it will be given. I'm always here with you, for as jesus is in heaven, so are you". Amen.

I wouldn't say its fabulous over here, that the people are awesome and stuff. There are bumps and like dramas, but i'm glad whenever its at night and i'm in my own little room(though old and freaky compared to the rest) i feel so safe, because i knw that your presence filled the room. & that you have blessed me with jeremy, so that i can have something to look forward to everyday.

Its sunday again, so i'm taking this little time that i have to feel thankful and remember how god is always there with me & of course remembering all the little blessings that i was blessed with this week.

i missed you j.w.

can't wait to be home

Your smile brightens my little day.

Being so far apart for so long, it made me realise how much i love you, how much i miss your smell and so much more! I'm slowly realizing the things that i've taken for granted in singapore, not to the extend of totally taking things for granted but subconsciously, somehow or another we'd just be complacent...you know what i mean!

I'm certain that god will definitely put me at the right place, at the right time (:

it'd only make, me-you-us, even stronger!

I know god will be blesssing us throughout, Amen !

i love you <3